~ JđŒ. 23. Ace Panromantic. I don't know who I am. ~
i miss everyone ive ever let go of. every. single person. even the people i didnt like much. all the people i fell out of touch with, stopped talked to, hanging out with, pass in the halls, see on front lawns, in coffee shops. i miss them all. and i desperately want to reach out sometimes but i genuinely, truly, and so deeply feel that everyone is better off not knowing me.
so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god
okay so i just got my dream job??? a week after applying to it?? and now iâm thinkingâŠ.maybe this is the good luck post
âŠ..not even six hours later i got an offer of a well paying full time long-term job with free room and board in queens in nyc, allowing me independence and a way to escape an abusive situation and an unhealthy environment
likes charge reblogs cast, folks, this is the good luck post
i need all the help i can get for finals
Hey so
the last time I reblogged this post right before I got a great job, in a permanent work-from-home position, with benefits, retirement, and a salary literally 3x what I was making before, doing something I really like.Â
Image 1: a tweet by @/RaeOfStarShine âRaeâ which says âAutism on TV: I say insulting things to people and when they are upset I argue with their logic instead of apologising. Autism in real life: a friend hasnât spoken to me in a few days so I am analysing everything I have ever said to them in case it was rude and they hate me nowâ.
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#tv characters with autism always seem to carry this unshakeable confidence in themselves #like theyâve never been truly rejected by people they cared about
#whereas every autistic person i know myself included
#has at some point had to internalise the message âthere is a line at which people will get sick of you.â
#this line is invisible and you donât know which of your natural behaviours push you closer to that line #and which are fine to do and help build relationships
#so you had a childhood of just being constantly surprised when suddenly you find the line
#and itâs a bad surprise because now youâve lost something or someone you care about and itâs your fault #you might not be able to get it back either - you just have to accept that life is like stumbling through a minefield in the dark
#sometimes youâll get to the other end. sometimes youâll lose an arm or a leg. and you have no idea which or when.
#and this means that a lot of us do the logical thing and donât move
#we donât socialise we donât stand out we donât show any sliver of personality in case thatâs the step that blows us up
#we toe the ground so carefully hoping weâll be able to pick up on the danger before we die from it
#but thereâll always be those you donât see coming
#and then you end up lonely and people tell you to make friends you have to be yourself
#being yourself is synonymous with deciding to just start running. you know you *could* in theory do it. #but your bodyâs so aware of the danger it physically wonât let you
T is pronounced very softly in Irish, and when itâs followed by an E, it becomes a CH sound. The EA diphtong in Tead is pronounced as âahâ. So Tead would be pronounced as Chad, exactly the same.
As above, the EA is pronounced âahâ and the combination GH is silent in Irish, so Hearraigh would be pronounced as Harry is in English, despite the initially alarming length.
Darach is already an Irish name, meaning âlike an oak,â and itâs usually Anglicised as Dara or Darragh (pronounced identically to each other), so suggesting Dairech = Derek is just extra funny.
I donât think Iâll actually be able to scrub Ailfiagh out of my mind. It sounds too Irish, to the point that itâs replaced Alfie as the default spelling for me.
In short, We Need to Talk about CaoimhĂn (Kwee-veen) is a genius.
